anniversary facelift & *paulism intro

As you may have noticed, I hadn't updated my website since the middle of March, so it's been nearly 3 months since I've posted anything. It's also worth noting that this is the first anniversary of my website, and in honor of this fact, I have given my website a well deserved facelift!

Since my last blog post, I played a few sessions with Tawiah and did 6 showcases with BlakkSpring for which I'll be posting somewhat of a review over the next couple of days.

Away from playing live, the most incredible thing has been having some time off to rediscover my artistry which allowed me to fall in love with the magic of music. I have also just finished my first ever 'Modern Drummer' feature, for which I had to answer some quite scrupulous questions, which helped to challenge my thoughts and was a catalyst for self discovery. In a more conventional sense, I've been exploring all manners of obscure music which all correlates to the expressionist art i've been experiencing.

These experiences prompted me to get to work on the first solo project that I've produced since 2006, *paulism.

The ' *paulism ' project started off as some what of an experiment, however it has developed into a bonafide production with a culmination of my art influences channelled via examples of technology, literature, film, and fashion all consolidated by the art of music.

Keep checking by as we roll out the first set of teaser clips! Thanks for checking in and not giving up on The PSM! I appreciate your support and look forward to sharing my art with you. 

Love and Light - Pauli "The PSM" - Live Enigmanic

my dreams keep me up at night

every now and then i wake up out my sleep, lost like.. please som1 please help me find myself..

in a place where i dont wanna be but no1 can save me, no1 but myself.. so what do i do.. i prepare to dream again..

someone recently said to me “if you’ve fulfilled your dream, then go back to sleep” - and this is all relevant on that pursuit of happiness, but how can you deal with the future, when the present seems so surreal. 

it seems mad easy to look at the past and be like, yea that got dealt with.. that got done, thas an accomplishment, but what is it all for.. whats the reasoning behind it all.. was there any point in doing what we did or was it all a facade??

one thing ive come to realise more recently is the power of vibe.. for example  found this album on spotify called The Collusus by RJD2, and when i listen to that it connects with me on more than just a musical level.. and this is the thing of vibe - or vibration.. theres definately an energy that im connecting with there and its unexplainable..  like when you fall in love, words cant explain that right? its the same with this vibe that i get from music-art… and this is probably half of my frustration in that the concept of art is now so riddled and diluted with deep for the sake of being deep.. how many times have you heard people try talk with big words in poetry just to impress.. thas so lame.. what happened to connecting with peoples source energy with words that you both understand!?

dont really know if im even making sense to anyone right now… this isnt a conspiracy or me trying to be an enigma… this is just my reality…

all i know is that we all have a purpose on this earth, and its all about the fulfillment of that to thing to take us onto the next and on to the next… this should not feel like a cycle, but more like a journey.. 

i’m all about the concept of living as oppose to mearly exisiting - furthermore what ever happened to experiencing.. thats smething that we dont really do anymore is it??

okokok.. im not really sure where im going with this so i’ll just end it here… i shuold really get back to my bed… sleeps good.. but i guess if im not happy with something its time to change something, thas the power we possess as humans.. the power to make a difference, and i guess that what ima try do…

its two twenty three ayem

sweet dreams suckers

PSMx